do you really exist?

when im finding you
you arent there

when i found someone
i tot i found you

after a while
i knew i was wrong.

many people found thiers
though its hard
though is tough

after wat have happen
people coming and leaving

those i once mistaken as u
also came n left

why are u so hard to find?
people tell me u will be found soon.
its because they found thiers.

ive not.

like wat jiro hav said.
izzit how i treat them?
shldn be who i am now.

ive no idea what going on.
so do u really exist?
i do hope u do.
bt i find it unrealistic
for a ideal person to exist.

bt i definitely hope to find the ideal one.
if not the one that is near to ideal(=

PS: its not u people are tinking. :P