pissed n emo..

its damn idoit to come home and get nag/scolded...
n drag myself to school everyday! not that school sucks bt real tired everyday... haha..

freaking pissed man.. after a long day..
longer than your working hour!
7.40am to 9pm
more than 12 hours can!
come home... jus came into the room..
sat on the chair...

start all ur chanting agn!
"jus reached home.. straight away sit in front of computer"
when i was sitting on the chair..
of course i sit infront of the com la..
thats where i put my school bag also wat!
if not come home go kitchen n put bag meh!

i raise my voice so u can hear me wat!
u are outside n im the room..
say i shout and wat so ever.
old enough no respect.
study abit very big deal..
threaten me...
ask me wash my own cloth, iron myself.
WHEN THERE IS NO LINK!

not closing the door when im last to come in-.-
its bro ! he was still outside.. NOT ME!
u arent there..
and u happily scold..
n i cant state my point!

you want respect... i dont?
im ur dog ?
u can teach me! n i cant tell u wats wrong with u?
ALWAYS ASSUME! n always assume the bad stuff!
u also ask me to study..
ask me go night study...
always tink that work is more stress than studies..
u ask me earn my own money..
dn take ur money..
if i could why wont i work!?

saying that if i work i will step on others..
wat ever!
already feeling so stress with sch n stuff...
facing promos which is jus round the corner..
results still so bad...
some how regret making the choice to stay on..
having projs on hand...
WHY CANT U LIK JUS UNDERSTAND!
stop assuming..
gimme some LIFE! some SPACE!

keep saying i always go out!
it have been lik ages since i go out?
monday to saturday in go sch.. after school go home..
sunday rest at home...
WHEN DID I GO OUT!?
JUNE!? since end of holiday I DIN go out.
meals at lot 1 or panjang during school days..
thats all!
now monday to friday till 9pm..
saturday till 12pm...
where to find time to go out?!
i rather have a date with my BED!

u assume too MUCH!
i noe ya worried..
u tink im not?!
IM HUMAN!
stop "disturbing" me... dno how to put it..
control? restricting me! FOR NOTHING!

so wat if im taking promo.
a sin?
do u tink i wanted?

i need respect from u..
even if u crash the com..
throw my MP3..
wat can i do?
breakdown?
commit suicide?(NOT WORTH!)

if i really breakdown..
i'll jus leave PJ..
n stay at home be ur pet?
or work n support myself!

pls pls pls.. jus stop nagging...
the more u nag..
the more it irritates me..
i jus dn lik to be controlled. lik a 3 year old boy!
thats how u treat me after wat happen last year!
ITS UNFAIR!

PS:those who read this crap.. sorry... merely writing wat i feel...