pissed n emo..

its damn idoit to come home and get nag/scolded...
n drag myself to school everyday! not that school sucks bt real tired everyday... haha..

freaking pissed man.. after a long day..
longer than your working hour!
7.40am to 9pm
more than 12 hours can!
come home... jus came into the room..
sat on the chair...

start all ur chanting agn!
"jus reached home.. straight away sit in front of computer"
when i was sitting on the chair..
of course i sit infront of the com la..
thats where i put my school bag also wat!
if not come home go kitchen n put bag meh!

i raise my voice so u can hear me wat!
u are outside n im the room..
say i shout and wat so ever.
old enough no respect.
study abit very big deal..
threaten me...
ask me wash my own cloth, iron myself.
WHEN THERE IS NO LINK!

not closing the door when im last to come in-.-
its bro ! he was still outside.. NOT ME!
u arent there..
and u happily scold..
n i cant state my point!

you want respect... i dont?
im ur dog ?
u can teach me! n i cant tell u wats wrong with u?
ALWAYS ASSUME! n always assume the bad stuff!
u also ask me to study..
ask me go night study...
always tink that work is more stress than studies..
u ask me earn my own money..
dn take ur money..
if i could why wont i work!?

saying that if i work i will step on others..
wat ever!
already feeling so stress with sch n stuff...
facing promos which is jus round the corner..
results still so bad...
some how regret making the choice to stay on..
having projs on hand...
WHY CANT U LIK JUS UNDERSTAND!
stop assuming..
gimme some LIFE! some SPACE!

keep saying i always go out!
it have been lik ages since i go out?
monday to saturday in go sch.. after school go home..
sunday rest at home...
WHEN DID I GO OUT!?
JUNE!? since end of holiday I DIN go out.
meals at lot 1 or panjang during school days..
thats all!
now monday to friday till 9pm..
saturday till 12pm...
where to find time to go out?!
i rather have a date with my BED!

u assume too MUCH!
i noe ya worried..
u tink im not?!
IM HUMAN!
stop "disturbing" me... dno how to put it..
control? restricting me! FOR NOTHING!

so wat if im taking promo.
a sin?
do u tink i wanted?

i need respect from u..
even if u crash the com..
throw my MP3..
wat can i do?
breakdown?
commit suicide?(NOT WORTH!)

if i really breakdown..
i'll jus leave PJ..
n stay at home be ur pet?
or work n support myself!

pls pls pls.. jus stop nagging...
the more u nag..
the more it irritates me..
i jus dn lik to be controlled. lik a 3 year old boy!
thats how u treat me after wat happen last year!
ITS UNFAIR!

PS:those who read this crap.. sorry... merely writing wat i feel...

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whats wrong with my stomach.

today is somehow abit screwed...

in a day...
my stomach ache a few times..
dno wats wrong...
didnt eat anything wrong also..
actually didnt each much..
haha..

cuz throat still not okay ma..
jus had sandwich and strawberry yoghurt!
haha..
not jian fei-.-

had break for 2.5hours..
did maths and discuss abt the cambodia project...

then had invest rehearsal..
somehow there is still quite abit to be prepared..
went off earlier cuz stomach ah..
siao siao..
wanted to leave at 5pm..
stayed abt 30 mins more..
went off..

saw sms from shawn...
and saw harold after i came out of toilet.
ahaha..
went to meet shawn n deb..
since they going rail mall so went lo..

we chatted abit n had dinner...
at rail mall ahmei..
hahaha....

i saw nina then we all went to talk to her..
she studying at cjc..

we took some pic..
haha..
kok kun with his new hair! -.-
deb took it though..

new sch term!

finally..
a new term start...

today get back results lo..
only for chemistry though..
i pass..!!!
i got E..
when i saw it written there..
was damn glad le..
cuz chem is the only H2 that
i tink go hope to pass..
after taking all the subjects

there is so many careless mistake in paper 2!
then for paper one...
i tyco for a few qns sia!
then i tyco got 45% for chem..
and tyco-ly pass chem!

its happy bt sad too though..
damn tyco... damn CARELESS! -.-

hahaha.....

youth day holiday(=

today suppose to go out with shawn n deb..
bt last nite...
nothing was confirm..
so i kinda stayed at home..
haha..

slack around...
use the com..
watch tv..

the whole day i only ate ONE MEAL.
lunner(lunch+dinner)
abt 5 plus den eat..
so ate both together lo..

watched CSS2 jus now..
i think benjamin sang really well..
i tink he jus got the voice la!....
other than the cute little boy shawn..
but his out... sigh..
ZJ.. he can sing pretty well..
dno leh...
the way he move abt the stage...
got this weird-ness...
haha..

rui en! haha..
KAR YIN look alike.
WOOT! (=
she is the better one today also....

rock on ba!
dno who will be out today..
results not out yet though..:P

thoat still pain!

so sian...
throat still pain..
darren eve jo heng n harold..
go cheenatown K song...
wanted to go..
but waste money also la..
cant sing..

haha...
rested at home..
evening went to hooked at railmall..
makan with deb..n harold...
deb n me was looking for ppl to call online..
then saw harold..

we went makan at hook..
ate breaded fish pasta with black pepper sauce...
the pasta made my throat pain also..
haha....
seuted potato also:(
but i ate finish the potato myself..
with lotsa plain water...

haha...
cuz i LOVE potato lots.
we went to the organic shop..
open not long ago...

we bought ice cream though..
me-green tea.
deb-mango.
harold-chocolate.

its made with organic sugar...

the guy who serve us said...
"hello, mango"
it seems as though he is calling for mango(deb)
we burst out laughing abit..-.-

when we were eating..
i realise that guy is wearing PSI shirt...
PJ orientation'05 de shirt..
meaning he jus grad this year..

we went back to shop shop...
try to see whether we noe him..
haha..

talk abit more outside the dental clinic..
then went home...:P